Kaeru-desu

Hi guys ! For a long time I have felt the need to make a new account here. One reason is that I absolutely hate my username (lol) and another reason would be that I want to have an account that hasn't really anything to do with jrock, kpop, manga, anime and other stuff related to Asian pop culture. Those things affect my life a lot of course, but when my messages are all about those things I feel like I'm missing other art. Also I want to have an account that I can share with those who are interested in other art by me, than jrock portraits and such. I guess a new start is something I long for too, I started this account in 2009 so it's pret

Helloooo~! So I finally decided to write some kind of report of the Gazette's gig, which took place at The Circus, right in the heart of Helsinki about two weeks ago. Well the first thing I have to say is that it was FUCKING AMAZING. I've listened to these guys about four and half years now so it was wonderful to see them perform live! I thought seeing The GazettE in Finland was something that could never happen, but I'm happy they proved me wrong. I queued with my friend about 10 hours and we were FREEZING. (well it's Finland, what can I expect) We got a shitty queueing number 423 so we were almost at the end of the regular line after the

Um, hello...? It has been a while since I made my latest journal entry, but now I suddenly felt like making a new one. How's everybody doing? My life is soo unclear at the moment, even for myself. x__x I keep having really mixed feelings about everything, and mood swings happen all the time. I feel like I don't know anything about anything and I just have to live in the moment, because if I start to think about the future, I always end up having a mental breakdown. I've even been losing sleep because of all the stress and such. ;__; I finished upper secondary school in June and after that I've been more anxious about everything than ever. I